oh ok you’re going to act like you don’t know me? fuck you Justin, for real. How dare you tell someone that you don’t know a girl name Ashley. Grow some balls prick and learn some respect. I hope you rot in hell.
tagged as personal. life. depression.
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Today was the most annoying day ever. Ugh.
I would have sex with a lot of the girls I’m friends with. Some more than others. It fascinates me. Its always different each time. I feel something different. Theres always that comforting feeling of closeness… Or a bond. Fuck it, I’m not even going to go into this. Just makes me want to kill Retha.
Its an on and off process. One week, I’m going great. The next, I’m back in this hole. Its going to take YEARS to get out of this misery.
Sometimes I just need to be reminded that people actually like me.
You seem to haunt me tonight.
I haven’t done much of anything. Just chilled and relaxed the whole time. Spent a week at home and then the second week with my grandparents. I really like it this way. I head home tomorrow.
tagged as personal. life. spring break.
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Graduation is getting closer and closer. Its so scary, yet, exhilarating. I’m so excited for it. Andrew will be at my graduation. Which is even crazier. I can’t believe our time is so close. And then…. Man, I don’t even know what next. So many things wait for me and I can’t wait to start my life. Success and happiness, here I come.
I’m kinda getting better. I can feel some improvement. I worked out today which is a good start. And I did some more cleaning. Hopefully I can stay on the right track.
June is going to be the month of all sorts of happenings. Andrew will be here. Finally. I get goosebumps just thinking about it. This is going to be the best time of my life, I just know it. Everything is falling into place perfectly.
I’d fuck Nicki Minaj in a heartbeat.
First step in the right direction. I’ve got to get out of this depression. Next on my list is to exercise everyday so I can get rid of this extra weight I’ve gained from said depression. Hopefully things start to look up soon.
tagged as depression. personal. life.
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